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I Miss You-Blink 182

(I miss you, miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

Friday, December 19, 2008

hi! back from 4k chalet ytd.

first day: met with the guys at je platform..i was late(as usual)..then we took train to pasir ris mrt. met up with the girls, then we went to food court to eat, then went to ntuc to buy stuff for the chalet.

then we took bus to the chalet. hmm..the first day de afternoon was abit sian and pointless. lol. din really know what to do. and i kinda forgot what did we do too. lol. then first day de night we went to eat dinner at new york new york. ate half a roast chicken -_-. now i know the body parts of the chicken better le. bleh. lucky they din give me half the head too. LOL. SUPER DISGUSTING. erase erase. anyway, then we went to play pool, walk arnd. then went back to chalet. played bridge? yay i learnt how to bid. i kept winning leyy..beginner's luck i guess. then we played guo wang de you xi. then it was quite hard to think of dares to do. so in the end it was just kissing with a poker card inbetween. rawr. played till quite late. then...hmm..i dunno ley. sat there and talk? then we slept till morning.

2nd day: hmm went to eat breakfast at burger king. their $2 breakfast was a scam. lol. then we went to....um. i forgot. lol. then the guys went to play soccer in the afternoon. omg la we played in the mud barefooted. then i played defender as usual. the mud was super disgusting. it was warm. then feels like stepping in shit liddat. but it was fun to play again after so long la. heh. we played against 2 teams. then after that went to wash up. rawr after washing away the mud my feet was kinda orangey. then went back to the chalet. watched them play bridge. then played guo wang de you xi again. and it ended up in kissing again -_-. then went to eat at subway. after that we went to arcade. then went back to chalet. watched xiao niang re. and the korean show aft that. then we ended up in the room. played truth or dare. zzz. then they asked me stuff like name all the girls that i liked in rv. rawr. forgot alot le. huixuan remembered my love life(or flings as she said) better than i did. lol. hmm. so it was till quite late, then we just asked what did eachother dislike the most about the other gender. lol. then we went to sleep. woke up half way at night coz of marcus's snoring. aye. then i couldnt fall asleep le. hmm. so i sat up. and thought about things. then yangzhi woke up and said his head was very cold. then he went downstairs to sleep. then i slept and woke up bah. till morning.

3rd day: packed the chalet, brushed teeth, then we checked out. went to the mall to eat breakfast at yakun. then we played zong ji mi ma. loser recieved a prize of cup noodles that we couldnt finish. zzz. i won the final big prize of 3 cup noodles. then it was eating disgusting stuff. then i was suppossed to meet co ppl at tion at 1:30 to watch twilight. but on the way there on the train, hmm. i din want to leave 4k. especially..i couldnt leave. yea. so i told them sorry i cant go, but i will pay for the tix. then we went to boon lay to watch movie. omg the movie queue was super long. then watched ip man. the show was not bad bah. but super violent. all the broken limbs and blood and gunshots. rawr.

then we went to the toilet, then we were standing at the mall exit. hmm. time to leave eachother? i guess all of us couldnt bear to part bah. especially me. then we said bye to eachother. then me pris and jay took mrt home.

how could i bear to say bye? how could i treasure every last second i had? how could i say bye to someone i may never ever have the chance to meet anymore? how coul i tear apart this part of me. i couldnt, but i din have a choice.

old wound soothed. no pain felt. but that was only temporary.
and when it was over, the wound was pulled open again, and i started bleeding again.
and the blood flowed that night. and i screamed soundlessly in pain, hiding in my room. tears flowed as the blood did. tried to wipe the tears away. but they kept coming. and there was the cry of pain.

ForMeThere'sOnlyYou
4:42 PM