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I Miss You-Blink 182

(I miss you, miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]

(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]

Friday, August 29, 2008

what did it feel like?

i dont know. you left me behind, there were times during the past 8 months that i called out your name for comfort, and all i recieved was a sharp twisting pain leaving me bent double. and i cant face you again anymore. the tears barely dried and the shell barely hardened, i cant face you again. maybe if i did, i'll break, i'll crumble, i'll long for your protection again.

how did it feel?

i dont know too. it was like building a wall around myself, then comforting myself in my isolation. like bottling up everything thing i feel and letting it out now. i felt everything i should feel, even if i dont show it. i feel your presence, i revel in it, then i pretend i dont care.

aye. im sorry.

today went to school wearing pe shirt and grey pants. then went to hand in my unseen poem essay. then stayed at the round tables awhile, then went to the grandstand to "take photos". not everyone was there. so i din take any photos. then went to the parade square. after national anthem, they started the aces day thing. that's the cue for me, daniel and puonen to go toilet. went to the sciene block and lagged arnd, then went to the balcony to slack. spend quite awhile admiring the scenery and the immensity of the clouds. hahas. after that we went to talk at the science block. then when the aces day thingy ended we went back, then went to change.

daniel and puonen changed into their street clothes. LOL. dull boring uninteresting me wore back my uniform. heh super sian right. but nj uniform was the rarest type of costume on "Be Yourself Day" k. lol. ok the concert thing was SUPER SIAN. then halfway it started raining and we were moved to the hall. which was JUST AS SIAN. took out my psp and played thru bah. then after the concert then 08s16 took a class photo together. then i left to meet 4k.

took quite awhile to gather coz yinneh and pris gt chem makeup. then waited till quite late, then aft that faster chiong to rv. missed the first bus coz too many ppl le. so me elyena peisi and peiqi wanted to take taxi. but taxi oso got ppl queueing up to flag! zomg. so we waited. till the next 961 came. so we unglamly ran back to the bus stop and took the bus. reached rv. saw lotsa ppl. hahas. then went to canteen and saw 4k! and phaggy! and mei! lol. so went to play soccer. wow j2 seniors against us j1s. starting they were super pro. scored 3 goals ley! then we all were like omg. but after that din let any more goals in! yay. hmph. tho my pants got stained by the ground after the 2 sliding takles i did. zomg if that guy din jump over me i would have been kicked in the face and died. =0 ended with 3 nil. lost =(

after that went with 4k to eat dinner. went to vivo. met 4c ppl. heh. hmmm..went to eat at ramen ten. ate chicken katsu don. omg their chicken cutlet was super big so i couldnt finish =x. heh. then we went to the sky park to take photos, during which ppl keep asking me how come my pants got the mud. rawr. lol. then went to the amphi(i think that's what its called) and played zhong ji mi ma truth or dare. lol was quite funny bah. but i was quite interested in the hoards of termites on the ground. zomg.

after that we all went home. then at the lrt only left me and peiyu. then when reach my stop i couldnt get out coz we were super inside the train and got alot of ppl. not that i really tried. heh. so took with peiyu to her stop. fajar i think. then i went home. tired tired. fell asleep on the way back and missed my stop(again -_-) then had to take to cck, then take back to my stop again. RAWR. then reached home. lol. tired and stressed!

cant wait for tmr rvco concert! =)

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