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I Miss You-Blink 182
(I miss you, miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, miss you)
(I miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
[x3]
(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]
Thursday, February 14, 2008
i've sat in front of the screen for quite some time, thinking of what to post here to you.
and i typed and retyped. wrote and rewrote.
and then i deleted them all away.
they were two jigsaw puzzle pieces, different in every side, but fitting in every way.
they said that only in times of trouble do you realise who are the people around you that are true friends.
that's how they found eachother.
and he was the outspoken one. the one who talked with his heart instead of his mind. the one who liked dancing in the grey areas, who skipped between the black and the white, laughing at her expressions. he was the eternal kid, who liked playing with his words, whose feelings he tried to describe, trying to tell her how important she was to him.
she was the sensitive one. the one who talked with her mind instead of her heart. the one who prefered to stay in the white areas, who exclaimed or feigned ignorance whenever he tried to drag her to dance with him in the grey. she was the mature one, who liked listening to his words, whose feelings she liked to hide, trying to tell him to stop depending on her too much.
your sleep manager, counsellor, p manager, doctor, l, sp, soulmate.
my counsellor, doctor, a, p, cp, soulmate.
she never had to fear losing him,
coz she knew he'll never leave her.
she never had to fear making him angry,
coz she knew he'll be laughing 5 mins later.
she never had to fear crying alone,
coz she knew he'll be there for her forever.
she never had to fear being unwanted,
coz she knew he'll always be wanting her.
she deserves more than he can ever give her.
she is more than who she thinks she is.
sorry i wasnt what you could accept. sorry coz i kept making you feel bad. sorry i made you confused. sorry i made you cry on the nights when you din put eyedrops for too long.
and then i realise i dont know how to end this.
maybe its to tell you that no matter what you do, i'll support your choices as long as you're happier that way.
maybe its to tell you that i miss your voice.
maybe its to tell you that i'll mature, i'll change to be someone you can accept.
or maybe, just maybe, there's nothing left to say anymore.
stay happy yea? if you ever need me im always here for you. if you cant sleep, you can still do the thing i want you to do.
we dont have to love eachother to be soulmates, to feel the way we do.
to this close friend of mine, angels are friends who you know will always stand by you, and i shall call no other an angel.
ForMeThere'sOnlyYou
4:44 PM
-Me-
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